Journey though Sirreal Photography (free write)

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for ever
time
right here
in a place
where no one is looking
in a moment when the stars dare to smile
with sugar and pepper
sprinkiled on soft hands
water an nothing else
your eyes and nothing else
sometimes i dream of holding you
beyond this complication
what i did
what i figured would not matter anymore
these days sometimes are great
and sometimes are really bad
sometimes i almost feel like you where nothing but a memory
other times i can almost feel your breath on my neck
how is that even possible
when you are no where near me
I live in my dreams
somedays it is the only place where i am actually happy
my scares show to much
my healing is not fast enough
sunsets look almost as if they were strung through a needles eye
is there really a point to all this
how much hurt do i need to uncover before
i move on
how much feeling needs to be left by the road side
before i am free of your ghost
in my head
your touch on my skin
arms and legs hanging across
my body
i am so tired of being broken
tired of thinking i am broken
but really i am not really broken
just hurting
and yes
there is a difference
honestly
i love me
and really you could have
just been the wind
knocking at my door